May 2012
10 posts
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May 30.12 Feeling vulnerable. And still confused.
I don’t like feeling like I need someone or something. I don’t like the fact that I can’t completely make myself happy. But I am taking steps towards feeling that way again. Which is going to lead to the inevitable. Ill need to put myself out there. Know that its okay to want something or someone. Be able to accept the fact that hearts break and I can’t make everyone happy...
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May 18.12. Home, let me go home.
Listening to Edward Sharpe just got me thinking. I think I always write the best when I listen to music.. anyone else? Anyways.. just got me thinking; I wish I lived closer to Toronto. Guelph IS closer.. But I can’t do another Guelph summer. That is out of the question. Guelph/Toronto is my weekend home. Fort Erie has to be my weekday home due to my job. But I just wish we perfected...
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May 14.12 What the hell am i thinking?
So I had been thinking about Saturday night for about a week. Getting excited for it and building it up to be this huge thing because I was going to be being someone’s date. I mean, after not going on anything close to a date for over a year, even just going to a kegger as someones date seemed kind of special. But I found myself in a position of confusion and feeling almost...
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Not Your Lover - Blitzen Trapper
Wasn’t...
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May 8.12 Nerd.
I’m in kind of a funny mood today. This post will probably be on the shorter side (maybe).
Im sitting here thinking “God I hope my mother chooses a channel soon”, you see she’s been flipping through the satellite for over 5 minutes. Its making me crazy. My dog is on the couch, biting and licking at his paws - making a horrible sucking noise. Its making me crazy. But the...
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Telethon - Emily Haines and The Soft Skeleton
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May 7.12 Daydream nation.
“Theres one thing I want to say so Ill be brave. You were what I wanted - I gave what I gave. I’m not sorry I met you, I’m not sorry its over, I’m not sorry theres nothing to say.”
Watching Daydream Nation today made me feel like I’m missing something in my life. It seems as though even in the most fucked up towns where the people have the most fucked up minds...
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Your Ex-Lover is Dead - The Stars
“This...
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May 6.12 Sushi coma and scattered thoughts.
Gotta squeeze out a post before I pass out from gorging on roughly 30 pieces of sushi. Thats what happens when you get all-you-can-eat for only $15. Blech, too full!
Cant stop thinking about my friend who is away right now. Hes out there, doing something good for himself - bettering himself. And I wish I could be the same. Im always stuck on what others want; why cant I figure out what I want?
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May 2.12 So proud.
So I forgot to post yesterday because I had my first day of work at Safari Niagara! I was so beat that when I got home I went to nap and fell asleep! :O
I have to keep this short, because I leave for work in 10 minutes.. But I just wanted to express how unbelievably happy and proud I am of one of my friends. He is going after what he wants, and finally not being so afraid to do it. He is truly...
