To Whom it May Concern:

My life. In a nutshell. Anything from relationships, to jobs, parties, life. Me.

Ever wake up thinking that if you close your eyes right away you can go back to having that amazing dream you were just in? That happened to me this morning. Twice.

I don’t know what it is about you. But for some reason I just feel safe with you. So safe that now you’re entering my subconscious. You don’t have to be in the same city - or even the same country for me to feel like you’re here with me. A little off-putting.. 

I don’t normally have dreams that I can remember. So when I do remember them, to me thats pretty huge. I feel as though we had a conversation about dreams in my dream. Inception? Haha. Okay jokes over.

I also normally don’t have very sexual dreams. Which is probably why, in my dream, the sexual contact ended before it could even really start. Disappointing. Im not very good at analyzing dreams, but sometimes I like to go to various websites and see what they say, you know? Im too afraid to see what this dream meant though. 

I wish I could divulge my dream to you. I just want you to know whats going on in my life. I want you to see that I care for you. I want you to care about me. All these wants must be so built up inside of me that the only way to let them out (besides the obvious - tumblr) is in my dreams. 

I don’t know what it meant. But I think it was a good thing. And its going to plaster a smile all over my face today. Even though Im missing you right now.

<3, Lyss

1 year ago