Gotta squeeze out a post before I pass out from gorging on roughly 30 pieces of sushi. Thats what happens when you get all-you-can-eat for only $15. Blech, too full!
Cant stop thinking about my friend who is away right now. Hes out there, doing something good for himself - bettering himself. And I wish I could be the same. Im always stuck on what others want; why cant I figure out what I want?
Ended up in a familiar bed last night after a few drinks at my friends’ bonfire (grade nine wasted is a good way to describe it). What was I thinking? I mean, hes a great guy and I like hanging out with him, but I never meant to lead him on in any way. He looked really nice last night - thats an understatement, actually.
At the same time Im confused because another friend has come out of the shadows of my unconscious into my conscious mind.. as an option. A very attainable option. He has spoken his desires to me, and not going to lie - I like what I hear. So my question for myself today is, how do I choose? What are my options? And What do I really want?
Does anyone ever know the answers to these?